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| Well hello there. My name's Sarah. I'm fifteen years old. I love coffee and indie music, sang by people with british or other accents. I aspire to someday see a unicorn and/or go to willy wonka's chocolate factory. I really wish I read more, I have a gazillion books on my list. I have a boyfriend, he makes me smile. His name is Ewen. We're pretty big goofs together. He was my best friend for a while before we dated. He pretty much makes my world go round. I swear that someday I'll be famous. I have no idea how, but you'll see my name in lights. I don't have a whole lot of friends, but I love the one's I have. Sometimes I wish I grew up in a different time era, cause the music was so much better back in the day. But on the other hand, I could not live without my computer or cellular communication device, which is a little sad. I believe that there are other life forms out there. I hope that someday we will have to technology to prove they exist. Life is a lot more fun when you take risks, impulsive acts make living better, so next time don't think, just jump. Thanks to anyone who reads this for listening. Thought I'd catch you up with what's going on in my completely average life.
People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated. -500 days of summer
I'll let you be in my dreams if I can be in yours. -Bob Dylan
If you want to view paradise, simply look around and view it. - Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory
She's got you high and you don't even know yet. -She's Got You High; Mumm-Ra
Hey, open wide here comes original sin. -Hero; Regina Spektor
They made a statue of us And it put it on a mountain top Now tourists come and stare at us Blow bubbles with their gum Take photographs have fun, have fun -Us; Regina Spektor
I ain't the way that you found me I'll never be the same 'Cause You make my dreams come true. -You Make My Dreams; Hall & Oats
And lay down next to me Close your eyes, lay down 'Cos there goes the fear Let it go. -There Goes the Fear; Doves
My advice to people today is as follows: If you take the game of life seriously, if you take your nervous system seriously, if you take your sense organs seriously, if you take the energy process seriously, you must turn on, tune in, and drop out. -Timothy Leary
So stay there Cause I'll be coming over And while our blood's still young It's so young, it runs And won't stop til it's over Won't stop to surrender. -Sweet Deposition; The Temper Trap
Cause I'll tell you everything about living free. -Vagabond; Wolfmother
Don't change yourself honey I am happy just the way you are. -Hairdo; Little Birdy
Till next time, I bid you farewell. | | |
| We're just like other people, we love to sing, we love to dance we admire beautiful people. we are human and sometimes-- we are very human.
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
I found my place in the world, I could stare at your face for the rest of my days.
Show him what he could have had.
It's time for you to outgrow your insecurities. When you throw dirt, you lose ground.
The meaning of life is to give life a meaning.
Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.
May your organs fail before your dreams do.
Thinking too much about what others think of you, ultimately changes what you think of yourself.
The most important thing in communication is to hear what isn’t being said.
Great things are not accomplished by those who yield to trends and fads and popular opinion.
But the struggles make you stronger, and the changes make you wise, and happiness has its own way of taking its sweet time. Life isn't always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride.
She read the entire dictionary, but not one word can describe how she feels.
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| LOVE & HAPPINESS 
0o1. Any girl can look into your eyes a million times and still not get what i see in just a single glance. 0o2. Someday, I'll be locked up for love insanity. 'She loved too much'. 0o3. You can't blame me; that boy is amazing. <3 0o4. Six billion people in this world, & all you really need is one. Just one. 0o5. Wouldn't it be cute if we thought of each other at the same time? 0o6. There's always gonna be someone prettier, smarter, funnier or more fun to be around than you. But that's okay because one day you might be the prettier one, the smarter one and the funnier one to someone. 0o7. If you think I'm loving you too much, that's because I don't want to waste each second while I still have you. So that just in case you'll be gone tomorrow, at least I've done my part. Not because I have to, I just don't want you to regret why you chose me. 0o8. I think your purpose is to find someone that makes you feel as if you have the biggest purpose ever. 0o9. ...and all i want is for someone special to love me for me. and i want that someone special to be you. 010. why is it that every voice i hear sounds like yours? why is it that as soon as i see your face i instantly smile? why is it that every love song i hear on the radio reminds me of you? baby please tell me, why is it? 011. yes, i'm different. i sing into my shampoo bottle, and i randomly break out into dance. yea, people think i'm weird. but he loves me. and that's all that counts. 012. run with me and tell me you love me. tell me you'll be with me forever. tell me that i'm yours. because that's all i want to hear. 013. by the time I had caught my breath, it had blossomed into something that I did not expect. 014. dont be afraid..afraid to fall, you know I will catch you through it all. 015. when i'm in your arms, thats where it is. 016. the more you like yourself, the less you are like everyone else, which makes you unique. 017. and when we kiss, its like all my happiness flowing into you. 018. if music is the food of love, rock on. 019. i wanted to tell him how i couldn't get him off my mind,or how just the simple thought of him made my heart skip a beat, how i blushed every time someone just mentioned his name. 020. When we go down, we go down together. Because when I said best friends, I meant forever. 021. the more you get to know a person, the more attractive they become to you. because everything beautiful you see on the inside of them, suddenly you can see on the outside of them too 022. when you say i'm beautiful i say, "yeah right" but what i'm really saying is, "do you really think so?" when you say good job i say, "thanks" but what i'm really saying is, "i love that you notice." when you say we'll be together forever i say, "i hope so" but what i'm really saying is, "i hope forever never ends." when you say i love you i say, "i love you too" but what i'm really saying is, "never stop saying that." when you say i don't care i say, "yes i do" but what i'm really saying is, "i care for you more than you'll ever know." 023. i know i don't have the prettiest face for you to look at, or the skinniest waist for you to hold, but i promise i do have the biggest heart to love you with. <3 024. im so tight im your wedding dress 20 years later 025. There are some people in life that make you laugh a little louder, smile a little brighter, and just live a little better. Those are the people you want to hold on to. 026. I just laugh when i think of some of the crazy things we've done together. they wouldn't have been half
as fun if i would have done them with someone else. 027. when am i in peace? when i am in his arms. 028. it's those days where we sit around and do nothing it's the moments we laugh so hard, we cry
it's the way we look at each other. and know whats going through each others mind. it's those stupid pictures and the jokes those are the reasons we're best friends 029. The magic of our first love is the ignorance that it can never end. 030. It took me by complete surprise when my heart got lost inside your eyes. You weren't at all what I was looking for, you were everything and so much more. 031. Cause when I looked into your eyes And you dared to stare right back You should've said nice to meet you, I'm your other half 032. So There's this boy; And the way he laughs makes me smile and the way he talks gives me butterflies and just everything about him makes me happy.. <3 033. all the stars up in the sky, and the leaves in the trees, all the broken bits that make you jump up, and grassy bits in between, all the matter in the world is how much i like you 034. And when you're holding me we make a pair of parentheses. There's plenty space to encase whatever weird way my mind goes, I know I’ll be safe in these arms. 035. baby, if you took the time to listen to her favorite songs, you'd understand. 036. I'm the kind of girl you can hear from miles away. The kind that if you're sad, it's her job to make you happy. The kind of girl who keeps messing up and saying "oops, sorry". I trip over everything, I'm such a cluttz, and I get so mad at the simplest things but I'm also the girl who holds everything back if you ask me what's wrong I'll just lie and smile saying "oh nothing." ; the girl who's afraid to love because she lost so much. 037. Yeah, I talk to other guys I laugh with other guys && I hug other guys But none of them will ever mean as much To me as you do. 038. She has those silly quotes in her profile that is all about the boy she likes. But he'll never know that's him in her profile. 039. It's like that school girl kind of love. The one where you chew on your pen and look out the window and imagine you two getting married. :] 040. There are two kinds of people in this world; those who play hopscotch and sing in the shower, and others who don't know how to enjoy living. 041. It doesn't matter what the question is. Love is always the answer. 042. she fell asleep with a smile on her face for the sixth night in a row. ten bucks says she was talking to that boy again. 043. sometimes things seem all wrong when you don't have a reason to wake up in the morning, or go to bed late at night. sometimes, life writes a fairytale; he's your reason to get up in the morning and your reason to go to bed at night. 044. i'd never tell you, but i love it when you call me babe. i love it when you put your arm around me. i'd never tell you, but i love when you make fun of me and i love it when you look at me with those eyes. i'd never tell you any of this, but somehow, i don't think i have to. 045. he gets her out of bed in the morning, drags her to school, pulls her through her classes and brightens her day- and yet, he doesn't even know it. 046. the other day, i caught myself smiling for no reason. then i realized i was thinking about you. 047. cute guys are amazing. not the super sexy guys who are too shallow, even for themselves. but the ones who are sort of clumsy and dorky, and are always sweet. they are the ones worth keeping. 048. i want you to be the one i can run to. the one who lets me fall apart in their arms, see me at my worst and tell me i'm best. love me forever and don't think twice about stopping. 049. tell her why she's perfect for you. pick her up and tickle her till she can barely breathe. she'll scream and fight, but secretly, she'll love it. protect her and hold her hand when you talk to her. look at her like she's the only girl you ever want to be with. when she least expects it, pull her close and kiss her hand. tell her she looks beautiful. get her mad, then kiss her. let her fall asleep in your arms. call her and give her piggy back rides. kiss her forehead. be slow and don't push anything. make her feel loved and kiss her in the rain. and when you fall in love with her- tell her. <33 050. boy: why don't you like me? girl: i do like you, it's just... boy: just what? girl: i'm afraid to fall again. boy: this time will be different. girl: how? boy: i'll catch you. i promise. 051. i'm constantly thinking of you and i have no idea if you're thinking of me too. all i know is that you make me smile and laugh like no one else can. you're always on my mind, and every time i see you, i fall a little more. 052. the one and only thing i want right now is to find a guy who likes me for me. a guy who isn't afraid to act like himself around me and for me to be able to act like myself around him. someone to cuddle with me and make me feel wanted. someone to love and someone to love me. 053. everyday that goes by, it seems like i discover something new about you to love. it's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life. you touch me in a way no one else ever has and give me so many reasons to love you. | | |
| hey there readers =] sooooo, its been like a MONTH :O:O since i've updated and i find that kinda sad, so today's post is like 3497834 times longer then usual. another reason for the unusual longness of my post is cause i happen to be extremely bored and stuck at home for the day, as you can probably tell i lead a pretty interesting life ... HAHA. i thought i should let you know that i DO have a special someone for the christmas break =]<3 he's not my bf or anything but he sure is something. can you believe only 2 sleeps till christmas, WOOT. i wish yall a very merry christmas filled with joy! i sound like one of those corny christmas cards, oh myyy. anywayss, subs would be a very nice PRESENT :O i need your support guys. HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS! <33 sincerely, sarah =] (<<cool alliteration) 
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0o1. i want to be the girl who he thinks is the cutest. not necessarily the "hottest" or the "prettiest", but the cutest. because hotness refers to the body, and god knows mine isn't perfect. pretty refers to the face and i know plenty of girls prettier than me. but cuteness is referring to every imperfection that he loves. every weird little habit. the funny little things that make me different from every other girl he could have. like how i have a dorky laugh, or i can't watch gory movies, or the way my hair smells. all of the little things that he notices and adores. i want to be that girl.
0o2. laugh at yourself, but don't ever aim your doubt at yourself. be bold. when you embark for strange places, don't leave any of yourself safely on shore. 0o3. i'm a mess and my room usually is too. i laugh at the stupidest things and say the wrong things at the wrong time. i cry for no reason, i get jealous easily. i don't have it all together, but... i like it that way. 0o4. sometimes people are beautiful; not in looks, not in what they say, just in what they are.
0o5. the little things you do are taking me over. i wanna show you everything inside of me, like a nervous heart that is crazy beating. my feet are stuck here against the pavement. i wanna break free. i wanna make it closer to your eyes, get your attention before you pass me by.
0o6. The best thing you can do is find a peron who loves you for exactly who you are. Good mood, bad mood. Ugly, pretty, handsome .. whatever you have. The right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with. -Juno 
0o7. this feelings taking control of me. 0o8. you make me smile to the point where my jaw hurts. 0o9. my heart is like that crack in the sidewalk you walk in every day. 010. okay, if im a dumb bitch then youre an illiterate hoe, + thats more english than you'll ever know.
011. My heart stopped. It just stopped beating. & for the first time in my life, I had that feeling. You know, like the world is moving all around you, all beneath you, all inside you, & you`re floating. Floating in midair. & the only thing keeping you from drifting away is the other person`s eyes. They`re connected to yours by some invisible physical force, & they hold you fast while the rest of the world swirls & twirls & falls completely away.
012. It was cold. Your hands were shaking, and I stepped in front of you just to wrap my arms around you as I said, "Let's pretend winter isn't here." As you buried your head in my shoulder, you said, "Let's pretend the snow isn't the only thing falling fast." 013. And it feels exactly how it feels when you find that really good song, that song that just pulls you in the second it begins to play. And that one really good song, never seems to get old, and you just want it to last forever each time you hear it. It's the song that lifts your spirits and brings you up and just makes you feel all these emotions at once. That's exactly the same feeling you get when you begin falling for someone. 
014. My plan is to forgive and forget; forgive myself for being so stupid and forget you ever existed. 015. Out of the darkness and into the sun.
016. A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to. He'll smile at you, but he'll never laugh at your heart. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes. Send you flowers when you least expect it. He'll stare at you during the movies, even though he paid $8 to see it. He'll call to say goodnight or just cause he is thinking of you. He'll look in your eyes and tell you, you're the most beautiful girl in the world, and for the first time in your life, you'll believe it.
017. Give me love. Thrill me. Surprise me. Dazzle me. Delight me. Tease me. Please me. Give me days I'll remember and nights that I'll never forget. Give me everything I want and nothing I need. Give me you. 018. I don’t know how to begin I just want to hold your hand 019. snowflakes fell upon your nose. frost bites on my toes. you`ll warm me up with a gentle kiss. and we`ll know this holiday love is true bliss<3
020. 1 day of coal. 364 days of fun
021. you can't buy happiness--steal it.
022. randomly she bites her lip, hiding the picture in her mind. randomly she smiles; she remembers every word you said that night. 023. "happiness often sneaks through a door you didn't know you left open." 024. love is like sleep. sometimes it's deep. sometime's it's not. you will go crazy if you don't have it. everyone needs it and no matter what, people fall back into it. 025. well, the wind is real, but you can't see the wind. you can only see the leaves rustling in the trees. pain is real, but you can't see pain. you can only see the tears and blood. happiness is real, but you can't see happiness. you can only see the smile on a person's face. 026. You're a part time lover and a full time friend. The monkey on you back is the latest trend. I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else but you.
027. Every time you see her spacing out, she's thinking about you. 028. You want to know the difference between her and other girls? She smiles even though she's going through a rough time. She has the most fun with her friends. She puts everyone's happiness before hers, she's not afraid to be herself. When she looks in the mirror, she doesn't see a pretty, hot, sexy, etc. girl. She sees a beautiful girl who has yet to find her place in this world and she lights the whole room up whenever she steps in. That's what made him fall for her in the first place. 029. When she's silent, that's when you know something's wrong. She's always the one to get in trouble for talking to her friends and telling secrets about the girl sitting across from her and screaming I love you in the halls. So when she's not talking, there's a problem. 030. & don't you know, my heart is pumping. Oh, its putting up the fight. & i've got this feeling that everything's alright. Don't you see? I'm the only one for you, and you're the only one for me.
031. At some point, you've got to man up and jump. You've got to quit being scared of the "maybe's" and "what if's" and just jump. Quit cheating yourself out of the best thing that could ever happen to you, quit cheating yourself out of what you have wanted for so long and just fall. Fall hard, fall long, and fall forever. 032. boys are only good for being your bestfriend. 033. And by the time our generation hits the age of 50, we're all going to be deaf. The funny thing is, nobody even cares. For the truth is, we blast our music to drown out today's psychotic society.
034. I swear you're the best thing about me. Not many boys can take my breath away, but you, you don't even have to try. 035. You can say what you want about me && its not gonna make you any prettiersmartercooler better than me 
036. I believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in smiling until your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you they love you, dancing in the rain, and in miracles. I believe in getting second chances even if your completly screwed up. 037. I hope you drop a penny off the empire state building, and then decide you really like that penny and jump after it.
038. Oh, kiss me with your eyelashes tonight. Or Eskimo your nose real close to mine and let's mood the lights and finally make it right. But you don't fold, you don't fade, you've got everything you need, especially me. 039. Before you put on a frown, make absolutely sure there are no smiles available. 040. i could write a five hundred page book on all the little things i love about him.
041. I love the way you look at me. Especially when I say something really stupid. You have this "why do I put up with you?" look. But right after that is the "it's because I love you" look. Then the "I must be insane to love you" look. And finally the "I must be seriously insane" look. 042. kiss me while the snow falls outside its just you and me, & a star lit sky.. fireplace crackling with heat & embers a vision of a perfect December. 043. wouldn't it be nice if the world was flat? that way we could push off the people we didn't like.
044. tell her why she's perfect for you. pick her up and tickle her till she can barely breathe. she'll scream and fight, but secretly, she'll love it. protect her and hold her hand when you talk to her. look at her like she's the only girl you ever want to be with. when she least expects it, pull her close and kiss her hand. tell her she looks beautiful. get her mad, then kiss her. let her fall asleep in your arms. call her and give her piggy back rides, kiss her forehead. be slow and don't push anything. make her feel loved and kiss her in the rain. and when you fall in love with her - - tell her.
045. You know you really like him when all it takes is one song to make you think of him. And you can't hear anything except the music and your heart beating. All of a sudden you find it hard to breathe, butterflies are in your stomach, and tears are running down your cheeks, but you don't know why. 046. if i had a snowflake for everytime i thought of you, we'd have a really white christmas. 047. its really hard to explain, but it gave me a chill, every time. almost like he was touching my heart. 048. i don't know if it will last, but for now, he makes me feel like i can do anythingi ever dreamed 049. piglet sidled up to pooh from behind. "pooh!" he whispered. "yes piglet?""nothing," said piglet, taking pooh's paw,"i just wanted to be sure of you." - winnie the pooh* 050. the truth is, we're still young. we've got time to mess up,things to do that we might regret, hearts to break and mend, and parties we'll never remember. we're just kids,we have to fuck this up right. thanks for checkin it out guys, hope you like the post =D MERRY XMAS! | | |
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0o1. it's like a private joke, just meant for us to know i relate to you naturally everybody else just fades away 0o2. Don’t look at me like that. Don’t make me laugh like you’ve never made me cry. Don’t lean on me, like you’ve never made me fall. And don’t you dare scream "I love you", when I’ve always loved you more.
0o3. Her: Have you ever just wanted to cry? Him: Umm.. i guess Her: Like really just wanted to fall into someone's arms and cry even if its just to be in there arms? Him: I don't know. Why? Her: Because that's how I feel about you. Him: No you don't Her: How do you know? Him: Because if you were in my arms, I wouldn't let you cry. 0o4. A hug can turn your day around, it's like an emotional Heimlich. Someone puts their arms around you, and they give you a squeeze and all your fear and anxiety comes shooting out of your mouth, and you can breathe again. 
0o5. Maybe the truth is, there's a little bit of a loser in all of us. Being happy isn't having everything in your life be perfect. Maybe it's about stringing together all the little things.
0o6. She's only fourteen years old. She's not perfect, never has been, never will be. She's emotional and she doesn't think about things before she says them. She'll say some things that will make you want to strangle her. She'll probably hurt you and make more mistakes than you can imagine. She doesn't mean to, but she probably will. However, she'll apologize. She's still learning about everything, even if she thinks she already knows it. She's been hurt. Sometimes she feels so alone she can't stand it. Other times she's so happy she can't believe it. She's just trying to figure out this twisted time in her life when everything gets real complicated, real fast. And everything seems to spin out of control before she ever begins to understand what's going on. But she loves, laughs, and does her best. And that's all you can ever ask of her. 0o7. In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing. 0o8. sometimes the only way to stay sane is to go a little crazy.
0o9. people will always talk about you... might as well give them something to talk about. 010. "The best thing to hold onto in life, is each other."
011. my ladies: they're beautiful Personalities? incredble. our times together? UNFORGETABLE our smiles? so memorable. their friendship non-replaceable. 012. The sun's gonna shine, and the rain's gonna fall, and in the end you might get burnt or wet, but that's life. So dance in the puddles and bathe in the sun, and at the end of the day, smile, everything is gonna be alright 013. i live in the clouds; reality is not for me. people say i should come down, that the clouds are not a place for grownups to be. i smile at them. "maybe one day," i say, "maybe one day i will come down." but i never will... reality is not for me. i shall stay up here; the view is quite breathtaking 014. You just have to go after what you want. If it doesn't want you back, so be it. It doesn't deserve you anyway. 015. no matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal you'll never get through it without your friends 016. This is why you should never, ever get your hopes up. This is why you should see the glass as half empty. So when the whole thing spills, you aren't as devastated. 017. Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy but I've got friends who love me 018. Find the one you can be yourself in front of and say absolutely anything. You can laugh, you can cry, you can hug, you can fight with him and then make up at the end of the night, and he would still be crazy about you.
019. We don’t talk for days and I promise myself i’m mad at you but then you call, or text, &just like that, I don’t care how long its been as long as we're talking. 020. It was cold. Your hands were shaking, and I stepped in front of you just to wrap my arms around you as I said, "Let's pretend winter isn't here." As you buried your head in my shoulder, you said, "Let's pretend the snow isn't the only thing falling fast."
021. I want someone to call when I get bored, to sneak me junk food when I’m sick, to understand that I mean the opposite of what I say, someone that will know how to cheer me up, that won't have overwhelming expectations of me, that will feel comfortable around my family, just someone that truly enjoys my company as much as I enjoy theirs. 022. Oh how you laugh at my complete lack of grace. But I could not recall a more perfect fall. when I looked up into your eyes, it didn't hurt at all.
023. Try and expect nothing, but be open for anything. Don't look for happiness, but don't settle for anything less. 024. Back when a hoe was a garden tool, a coke was a Coke and crack was what you were doing when you were cracking jokes. Back when a screw was a screw, the wind was all that blew, and when you said "I'm down with that" well, it meant you had the flu. 025. Raise me up just to break me down 'cause I'm a hopeful believer. 026. Silcence the violence, increase the peace.
027. She's completely unexplainable. you think she's one good girl, but when you get to know her, she's everything. She's crazy, she's funny, she's honest, and you'll never know what she will do next. 028. Why do girls run from the guys that make them happy and fight for the ones that make them cry? 029. I have a best friend. I don't listen to my parents. I feel like no one understands me. I talk on the phone and I get online instead of doing my homework. There's that one special guy who I'd like to be with. So yeah, basically, I'm a teenager. 030. I've got a mind-boggling, sense-numbing, heart-pounding, stomach-flipping, take-my-breath-away, head-over-heels, knee-shaking, day-dreaming, butterfly-fluttering crush on you. <3
031. They say when I talk to him, my face lights up and his smile outshines those city lights. 032. The Key to Life: Be weird. Take random pictures. Start dancing in the middle of the mall. Do something no one else would expect you to do. Talk to someone you never would. Be someone people think you aren't. Show who you really are. Don't hide under your smile. Live it, and remember life is too short not to have fun. 033. When you open your locker and find a death threat taped inside, don't be alarmed. My best friend just found out you broke my heart.
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